Ducky
05-21-2010, 10:03 PM
I remembered this dream from a number of years ago...
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I saw what looked like my brother (I was on the 'outside' looking in)
And that person was 'partying' at a cottage site of some sort.
Something happened/transpired.
I kept watching.
The person who I was watching was standing on the outside of the cabin, around the porch area, and was contemplating LIFE.
They pulled out a vid/camera....looked through it...spoke a few words, and with their other hand, they held a gun to their head and pulled it.
All I heard/saw was the shot of the gun. My God.... The echoing BOOMING NOISE of the gunshot...over and over and over...until...
...I kept thinking to myself, "JESUS CHRIST...they did it. WTF............they had so much going for themself...and it ends.....just like that..." I literally was paralyzed in fear. Fucking stuck in the moment.
Then I saw the biggest ANGEL come over to that spot. I was still dumbfounded at that point, but watching intently...
The angel reached down and picked up the lifeless body...the 'saddness' and 'regret' that I felt in that moment was too overwhelming...
infinate sigh....
The moment I got past 'that part', I focussed on the camcorder.
I was still 'reeling' from what had happened, but I needed to see the 'last moments playing' that this person saw through his camcorder before he ended his life.
It was 'literally' the last scene before his eyes, as he held the camcorder in one hand, and shot a bullet through his head with his other hand.
It was beyond a doubt, the most sickest/saddest and PROFOUND thing I'd ever experience (through another's eyes?) in my dreams.
THAT, and when I saw my self dying a few times.
4N3N1MlvVc4
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I saw what looked like my brother (I was on the 'outside' looking in)
And that person was 'partying' at a cottage site of some sort.
Something happened/transpired.
I kept watching.
The person who I was watching was standing on the outside of the cabin, around the porch area, and was contemplating LIFE.
They pulled out a vid/camera....looked through it...spoke a few words, and with their other hand, they held a gun to their head and pulled it.
All I heard/saw was the shot of the gun. My God.... The echoing BOOMING NOISE of the gunshot...over and over and over...until...
...I kept thinking to myself, "JESUS CHRIST...they did it. WTF............they had so much going for themself...and it ends.....just like that..." I literally was paralyzed in fear. Fucking stuck in the moment.
Then I saw the biggest ANGEL come over to that spot. I was still dumbfounded at that point, but watching intently...
The angel reached down and picked up the lifeless body...the 'saddness' and 'regret' that I felt in that moment was too overwhelming...
infinate sigh....
The moment I got past 'that part', I focussed on the camcorder.
I was still 'reeling' from what had happened, but I needed to see the 'last moments playing' that this person saw through his camcorder before he ended his life.
It was 'literally' the last scene before his eyes, as he held the camcorder in one hand, and shot a bullet through his head with his other hand.
It was beyond a doubt, the most sickest/saddest and PROFOUND thing I'd ever experience (through another's eyes?) in my dreams.
THAT, and when I saw my self dying a few times.
4N3N1MlvVc4