skunk
05-28-2009, 02:05 AM
This was originally posted at some other site. I suppose I have to link back there even its probably not necessary...
You'll have to take most of the posts with a grain of sand. I was a different person back when I was posting in this particular thread (higher light) and have a great deal of different opinions/viewpoint than I do now. Let's just say I wasn't exactly the most intelligent person in the world (but that's another story). Not a high point in my posting career lol.
I'm going to make a few posts in this thread so its a bit easier to read.
I feel like I had an initation of sorts tonight around 7:30-8pm my time (its 9:45pm now to give you an idea).
I basically crashed as I was so tired from working all day cashiering and bagging groceries. I come home, make dinner for my girlfriend and I and then lie down to watch a movie.
About fifteen minutes in I feel really really tired, beyond exhausted. My brain basically shuts down and I go to sleep for a while (or so I think). Apparently I had been awake the whole time, but only in a deep meditative state.
The movie ends about an hour later and my girlfriend says "did you like it?" I say yeah nonchalantly as I didn't want to tell her I don't remember most of the movie . It was about neurofeedback and how you can send waves of energy to fix depression and current sleep patterns among other things.
So...I wonder if the movie itself had an effect on me or am I just dreaming?
Was tonight just another initiaton into the temple of light? I'd be interested to hear anyone's opinion on the matter.
Then over the last half hour I have been having visions of different creatures looking at me, checking me out. Some have been humanoid, others have been strangely gelatinous.
I wonder if the veil between worlds is being slowly broken and cleansed so those of pure intention can cross over and communicate? Makes ya think doesn't it?
It is weird because I saw a few typical grey-types, a dragon which tried to scare me but unsuccessfully (just wanted to show me he existed I think), a human-like guy sitting down at a desk looking at me and drawing a picture of me I guess, and the list goes on.
I was not scared during this whole experience. What is also interesting is that I felt pops in my head/neck for about a minute straight every other second.
You'll have to take most of the posts with a grain of sand. I was a different person back when I was posting in this particular thread (higher light) and have a great deal of different opinions/viewpoint than I do now. Let's just say I wasn't exactly the most intelligent person in the world (but that's another story). Not a high point in my posting career lol.
I'm going to make a few posts in this thread so its a bit easier to read.
I feel like I had an initation of sorts tonight around 7:30-8pm my time (its 9:45pm now to give you an idea).
I basically crashed as I was so tired from working all day cashiering and bagging groceries. I come home, make dinner for my girlfriend and I and then lie down to watch a movie.
About fifteen minutes in I feel really really tired, beyond exhausted. My brain basically shuts down and I go to sleep for a while (or so I think). Apparently I had been awake the whole time, but only in a deep meditative state.
The movie ends about an hour later and my girlfriend says "did you like it?" I say yeah nonchalantly as I didn't want to tell her I don't remember most of the movie . It was about neurofeedback and how you can send waves of energy to fix depression and current sleep patterns among other things.
So...I wonder if the movie itself had an effect on me or am I just dreaming?
Was tonight just another initiaton into the temple of light? I'd be interested to hear anyone's opinion on the matter.
Then over the last half hour I have been having visions of different creatures looking at me, checking me out. Some have been humanoid, others have been strangely gelatinous.
I wonder if the veil between worlds is being slowly broken and cleansed so those of pure intention can cross over and communicate? Makes ya think doesn't it?
It is weird because I saw a few typical grey-types, a dragon which tried to scare me but unsuccessfully (just wanted to show me he existed I think), a human-like guy sitting down at a desk looking at me and drawing a picture of me I guess, and the list goes on.
I was not scared during this whole experience. What is also interesting is that I felt pops in my head/neck for about a minute straight every other second.