THEY ARE WATCHING!!! FUCKERS!!! FUCKERS!!!

[theeindiee]

Okay, so.... they definitely are watching over at SKATS. I registered on a different IP, a different email, a different EVERYTHING.... and I posted an intro, and basically said "this is just a test to see who's watching."

Bam. I was post banned and my intro was deleted ASAP. They knew who I was.

I am forever silenced at SKATS.

Those of you who remain there, I will be watching as you slowly get rooted out of their horrible garden of lies.

I didn't even say "fuck SKATS" or anything. It happened instantly. Fuck, dude!

What the fuck? I mean.... WHAT THE FUCK? I keep denying it, and it keeps coming back and just totally dumbfounding me... because I totally wanna be wrong about all of this shit... like I totally want everything to be what it seems, because I'm a SONGWRITER, man! I'm a very simple guy. I'm supposed to do that, not be some freedom fighting paradigm shifter. I'm NOT John Lennon. Let me repeat that, I am NOT John Lennon OR Jesus OR ya know whoever. I am just a fucking guy.... but it seems I'm the only one around this area that's even partially cognizant of what's really going on around me, and something keeps PUSHING me in that direction of being 'that guy', and I don't wanna be. I'm a horrible public speaker. I don't even really like people... and if I was a selfish bastard, I'd say FUCK YOU, all you PARASITES! SHOOT THE NUKES FUCKING NOW SO I CAN LEAVE THE IDIOCY!!!

I guess that isn't our fate, ladies and gentlemen. I guess some of us will get pushed towards being agents of change, whether we like it or not.

SKATS is only the beginning of the oppression.

I dunno what the fuck to do. Like... I am barely being able to play along to the illusion anymore! I just don't fucking care for it! I don't like money, and I keep thinking about taking everything I have in the bank out behind the garage and BURNING it! but oh no, then I'll DIE! Because if you don't like green paper with illuminati shit all over it, you're fucking dead! You're just fucking yourself over and over and over, and then when you decide to stop fucking yourself over, someone comes along and does it for you. Motherfuckers won't even feed or shelter a person, even if he cooks cleans does backflips, if he isn't giving them money, most people don't care about giving others a helping hand, and I'M SICK OF IT!!! People need to change FAST!!! FUCK!!!! I get so PISSED!!!! I am driving down the road, and some cock is driving a fucking HUMMER, when gas costs fucking 4 bucks a gallon, and ya know... fucking bastard could be giving some of his earnings to the less fortunate, but NO!!! A FUCKING HUMMER!!! Fucking 12 mioles per gallon or some rediculously miniscule MPG, 150 bucks a fill!!! What the fuck is wrong with these fucking suburban shit fuckers?!?!?!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I gotta try to get through to THESE FUCKING BRAINLESS INCORPORATED MONKEYS!?!?! Just flinging poo and buying stuff, that's alll these motherfuckers do.

Where's the huge fucking asteroid?

WHERE IS IT!?!?!

God.... but seriously, man. Do any of you feel that way?

Like you're supposed to help make the world a better place, but you just sometimes wonder "Why the fuck bother?"

I'm obviously gunna do it anyway, when the time is ripe. I don't even know WHAT I'm supposed to do yet!

Does anybody feel that way?

The whole thing at SKATS just makes it so much more real to me. It connects so many dots.
You know, the moment you realize that things aren't what they seem, and then you look back and go "Duh! How come I didn't see???"

You didn't see because you were in denial and refused to look at dynamite info just because it didn't agree with your whole existence until that very moment.

Fuck... I need like a tinfoil jumpsuit now.

[Bitchkoma]

What the fuck? I mean.... WHAT THE FUCK? I keep denying it, and it keeps coming back and just totally dumbfounding me... because I totally wanna be wrong about all of this shit...


You will get over it. I think it's a stage we go through. I was in perfect denial too. I thought they had "accidentally" banned me or shit. Hah! Can you believe that? I actually wanted it to be a mistake, despite the fact that there is no way things like that can be a mistake.. Fuck. Talk about cognitive dissonance.

[theeindiee]

What the fuck? I mean.... WHAT THE FUCK? I keep denying it, and it keeps coming back and just totally dumbfounding me... because I totally wanna be wrong about all of this shit...


You will get over it. I think it's a stage we go through. I was in perfect denial too. I thought they had "accidentally" banned me or shit. Hah! Can you believe that? I actually wanted it to be a mistake, despite the fact that there is no way things like that can be a mistake.. Fuck. Talk about cognitive dissonance.


Well... for me... I've been being censored from the very beginning. Censored, targeted, and minimized. I was like "well maybe I'm just a crazy lunatic idiot with nothing good to say."
Then I started getting responses from people saying "don't worry. Your ideas are being noticed. That's exactly why you aren't all over the boards." and I just didn't get it. My threads kept disappearing mysteriously into the back pages or deleted seemingly right away.... and I just said "yeah okay, it's a glitch." "yeah okay, it's a busy night" "yeah okay, maybe I'm stepping over some lines I shouldn't" "yeah okay maybe I'm wrong and they're right"

but it's much more than just being frustrated at SKATS. I'm frustrated that the world doesn't notice a damn thing, and each little facet of our society gets fucked over by these wolves in sheep's clothing, and all of these outrageous (and some uber fascinating) things are going on out there, and yet what are WE getting? Sci-fi thriller cinema on the weekends? a little break, and then back to fill the man's pockets with our hard work and wasted lifespans? A sterile existence where mystery is taboo??? What do we get? We're so fucked, and people just walk around like everything is just grand, like it's still the fucking 80's or something! Back then, we had an excuse. We didn't know any better because we didn't have as immediate access to such a wide variety of information... but now, all you gotta do is log on and read for a few hours, and BAM, enlightenment! It's just hip as fuck not to care, though. It's just hip as fuck to wedge yourself into some narrow minded facet, and refuse to see any other way. It's just hip as fuck to align yourself with a cause just because that cause is popular, or in some cases just because it's unpopular. It's just complete lack of thought.

How do you get someone to think for themselves when they so clearly are CHOOSING not to!? How do you convince someone who wants everything he can possibly get even at the expense of others that he doesn't need everything, and that the expense of others is also at his expense, as well?
How do you get people to forget what they think they know?

YOU CAN'T!

They just have to be ready. When will everyone be ready for the truth?

When will people be ready to take a step back from what they know, in order to see that what they know doesn't fit in with the picture as a whole?

For example, at SKATS AND in America as a whole, how can people NOT see that freedom of speech and truth DO NOT go hand in hand with censorship and arbitrary abuse of power? Where is the TandC for the staff members? What can't they do? Why can't WE have a say in it? They can pretend they are listening, and they can guilt trip you into thinking that if you want change, you should become a staff member... but WE'RE still the ones that MADE that site, reguardless of who PAID for it. We aren't paid to spend hours toiling away at a post, just like we aren't paid to spend hours toiling away trying to get people to see what's wrong with society as a whole. I'm not saying "Pay us"... but I'm saying "treat us like we have power, because we have it all, and the only power you have is over an illusion". We're supposed to be responsible for ourselves. Why can't we control ourselves? I don't believe for a second that human nature is complete lack of the ability for self government, because there are plenty of people who are great examples of taking responsibility for your actions, that it seems as though we are completely capable, yet fooled and brought up and trained into believing and behaving like we have no control over our impulses and such.

It's such BULLSHIT, and I feel strangled by it all. SKATS is just a shining example of the microcosm of society as a whole.

Just another fractal of this fucked up pattern of existence we're spiralling through right now.

[gunner]

You will get over it indie, pretty soon it wont matter a lick anymore.

Seal did you ever find out why you were banned, did you break any of their T&C, or did they just give you the ban for no good reason?

[watcher]

Indie, I know your frustration. It really sucks wet ones that you cannot shake everyone into an awakened state. You are hard wired to be the agent of change, that is why you yourself are always taking steps to help people. In my case, I wanted to believe that I was making a difference. I keep coming to the same realization that we as a whole are fucked. We as individuals still have a chance to live our lives in accordance to our own beliefs. I think we are all here for different reasons. Not all WANT to be awake. It takes all their effort to get through the day with what is on their shoulders let alone what is lying in wait around the bend.

Instead of being the catcher in the rye, we should keep our own lives on track and love our families and not spend our entire lives worrying that no one else gets it. The guy in his Hummer will ultimately resent someone for his failings. He has no plans of helping anyone out on a cosmic level.

On the other topic, if they do not want to hear your truths, let them be. They will be poorer for the loss. Perhaps pushing the envelope makes them feel uncomfortable and that buffer is needed to keep reality from busting in and wrecking the place. I don't know, I don't think I have any answers really. I guess if you were to imagine that you would be dead by 4:00 today, the thoughts that would occupy your time until then would probably be the main things that you really need to spend time worrying about. Those things are more important than worrying about helping the consciousness of the internet.

[Martian Exile]

Patience Grasshopper. Look deep into the fractal and see the Great Pooh. Become one with..... nothing.

And on that note,

Nearly fifty years ago I was deep in the wilderness in a place called rock house basin. My stepfather was whimsically explaining to me the concept of a hermit. That day stuck in my mind like a great marble pillar for the rest of my life. And as I grew up, my life's ambition was to be a hermit. And yet, as time marches on, the jack booted thugs that run this woebegone chunk of depressed galactic real-estate create more and more laws against the very ability to be a hermit.

Edward Abby said, “One day I shall make that experiment, live in the canyon, as a wild weird bearded troglodyte, surviving on locust, and feasting from time to time on lost straggler boy scout."

There is only one way out of the torment of your soul, A great nuclear holocaust! Only then can we live like the god like neanderthal, wandering the earth in utter freedom, feasting on mastodons, at one with the Great Pooh.

Give me a time machine, let be go back to the bee hives of Skelig Michele!

[Bitchkoma]

Seal did you ever find out why you were banned, did you break any of their T&C, or did they just give you the ban for no good reason?

Nope dunno why I was banned. Nope didn't break their T&C (except maybe there was once in January, but I haven't done anything since I realized that it was a breach of their T&C). Therefore if that was the reason (that January transgression) then either they're very slow at handling complaints/misdemeanors or they specifically went through my U2Us to look for that one thing. Both options don't reflect well on them.

I was never given a warning sticker in my entire two years there.
I started more than a thousand threads.
I received at least twice that many replies.
I've posted close to 4000 messages.
I've received over 70 applauses.
I practically memorized their T&C.
I developed friendships with many great individuals, regular members and mods alike.
And then I was given the boot without so much as a peep of warning.

The betrayal I felt, no words can describe.

[Yo Mama]

What BK said, exactly.

But they don't go through U2Us. :roll: They just make shit up.

[GhostOfCaptSpaulding]

Powerful words, brother indy, powerful indeed...

But remember: You can lead the hordes to knowledge, but you can't make them think.

[Foxtrot Oscar]

Powerful words, brother indy, powerful indeed...

But remember: You can lead the hordes to knowledge, but you can't make them think.

Also you can lead a whore to culture but, you can't make her swallow, err i mean think. :roll:

Also with reguards to Sohai: Fuck um and the three legged dyslexic donkey they trotted in on.

[Bitchkoma]

What BK said, exactly.

But they don't go through U2Us. :roll: They just make shit up.

Ah, shit. Fuck me. There's the cognitive dissonance I was talking about. Even after all this shit I still subconsciously refuse to believe they are capable of that sort of hanky-panky. What a well programmed Dog of Pavlov's Sea I am.