Sick N Tired

[Yo Mama]

I'm sick of being tired and tired of being sick.

Running a fever of about 100 today. I'm achy. Not hungry. Post nasal drip is making me want to puke.

The only time -- the ONLY TIME -- I miss being married is because that was one thing my ex did OK. he would take care of shit while I was sick and let me rest. Whaddya know? I actually had something nice to say about him.

Now I feel sicker.

It's hard being a single mom with a fever, especially once the kids are feeling better and want to go outside and bounce off the walls at the playground.

I hope this is gone tomorrow. At least they go see their dad in the afternoon. I would take a rest, but my DVD burner isn't working and I have to install a new one. My backup system is lagging.

Sick. Tired. ARGH.

[JiveTurkey]

Whaddya know? I actually had something nice to say about him.







That's a good first step. :)



Sorry you are feeling bad chica.

I know I'm a whore for the stuff, but have you tried any colloidal silver? It may help.


Jasn

[Yo Mama]

That stuff scares me; I've seen pix of people with argyria.

I think I'll just stick with special chocolates, several servings of which I have stashed away.

[JiveTurkey]

Then "their" propaganda is working.


That is so freaking rare it's pathetic. Not to mention that those people used MASSIVE amounts of silver over a long period of time to cause that build up in them.

Silver has been used for ages for it's antibiotic properties. It's probably the single BEST antibiotic in the world.


It's senseless to use ANY type of "treatment" constantly over long periods of time.

If you use a solution that is 10 to 20 ppm, you would likely have to ingest half a bottle or more a day for YEARS for your skin to turn.


I have used it for awhile, but I only use it when I need it.



Compared to even aspirin or tylenol, it doesn't even compete in the "dangerous" department.


Much like "the dope", it has been demonized because it actually WORKS.



:)


Jasn

[vckums]

You could be a nice smurfy color though chickie lol

Hope ya feel better. 2 of mine got fevers and sent home today.

[Yo Mama]

AAAAARGH Just have to post to get this off my chest before I go nap.

I email my ex and ask him to pick my son up at my building today because I'm sick. Our custody order says we can agree to an alternate location than the PD.

He comes back with, since you didn't give advance notice (our order says 3 week's notice by certified mail for changes) and since you were well enough to take our daughter to school this morning (because I knew if I'd asked him to do it he'd have said no) that I could just come to the PD.

I even offered him extra time -- our order also makes allowances for illness, which he always overlooks when it doesn't suit his needs.

So I had to drag my ass to the PD, shaking with this fever and barely able to walk straight, and he's standing in there with the biggest fucking grin on his face, like he won the lottery or something.

Seriously, what is the point? Does it make him feel that fucking good to make me do what he wants instead of cooperating?

I'm getting some papers ready for the court with the emails from this debacle and the one from last week when the car was in the shop, and am going to ask the court -- AGAIN -- to order we do exchanges in my building lobby, where there are security cameras.

First thing I did when I got home was puke because the trip was too much for me. And I have to go back for the kids at 6.

I don't believe in hell after death. Hell is here. Now. Fuck.

[mojo]

Wow, sorry GN, get better soon, OK.

Ive had this fuckin' bronchial thing for about 2 months now but i'm
too stubborn to go and get anything for it, mainly because i hate
having to justify my smoking everytime i see a doc.

[Yo Mama]

Maybe it's the fever talking, but I think the only way I can ever be free of himm is to give up the kids. Is it better that I'm still alive for them somewhere in the world when they decide to find me, or dead because their father has run my health into the ground with his abuse?

How can I live without my kids? But how can I go on living this way?

[Steve-o]

Hope ya get better soon :) .

( My Mom is sick :( ..... gotta be a slave for her all day )

[mojo]

Maybe it's the fever talking, but I think the only way I can ever be free of himm is to give up the kids. Is it better that I'm still alive for them somewhere in the world when they decide to find me, or dead because their father has run my health into the ground with his abuse?

How can I live without my kids? But how can I go on living this way?

I hope it is the fever and perhaps a touch of despair.
Don't give up your kids to a jerk.

A short time in paradise is better than a life in hell. sorry for the religious analogy but you know what i mean.

Check your pm's.

[vckums]

Feel better chickie and it's the fever talking!

[Yo Mama]

It probably is just the fever. But the thought of dealing with this shit for another 16 years is too much to bear.